Thursday, 22 September 2011

  • Destroyed In Time

    The Days Go By And yet It still Comes back

    Flashing, Destroying Everything in the distance

    Itching And Scratching. . . Aching to Resurface

    Frustration in salty droplets

    Drip Drip Drip Drip

    Safe at home, a clearing inside

    HOME

    SAFE

    PROTECTED

    Tired of the Run

    the Tears

    the Heart Ache

    the Pain

    Nightmares burst like fireworks in the darkness

    Flashing

    Changing

    GONE

    Years Later. . . 

    Changed

    Challenged

    Stronger

    Never the Same

Wednesday, 31 August 2011

  • Closing The Door - A Bad Cookie

    A slap in the face, the door hit my face

    is what that feels like.

    To be viewed as the trash from the day before

    a slap i the face is what that feels like.

    A sore muscle- tired from all the crap and stress 

    stress, anger and pain is what it is.

    Once it may have seemed like the best

    -when hidden secrets were found;

    all hell broke loose.

    All the lies, control, false face, all those great wonders

    all came tumbling down into the reality.

    Years later, an old picture rose up and was observed again

    to know the story, to see the pain, to feel the hate. . .

    a sore muscle is what that feels like

    a sprained ankle is what that was.

    Broken and tore apart, pulled in different directions

    all but the easy way out-

    since there never is one.

    Looking back to smile at the tears lost

    to laugh at  what once felt like the best cookie

    To go back is one good reason

    yes a very good reason to look back. . .

    Is to go face those scrambled emotions and say a little something . .. 

    To say God Bless you Sir

    Thank You Sir

    Have a Great Day Sir

    Wishing You The Best Sir

    Good Bye to You Sir

     

     

Sunday, 23 May 2010

  • Currently
    Dos
    By Fanny Lú
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    Just a thought, a moment in time

    there is that moment in time were it was just me and you, only the two of us. A perfect moment that not even a picture can capture such a memory. . .A warm day in January, the fourth to be exact of this year [2010]. We went to your house n watched cars, your favorite  movie. . .it was adorable to see such amusement n such joy, i felt special that you let me be there as you watched it. Your favorite moments, that was our first together, the day you asked me to be your girlfriend . . .IL never for get how happy n we r n have been in the last months
    although we have had problems its all worth it in the end,

    Love Is When Two People Who Care For Each Other Get Confused
              -Bob Schneider

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • Blessings & Prayers

    life can be good or bad, it all depends on the way you may look at it. . .
    *as it has been said, "you can be mad that the bush has thorns, or be happy that its full of roses..."

    As the year just starts off, so do I. What better way to change the future than to start off fresh. My 'fresh' start is ,by moving away from what could scare my life, a new school, new friends, and hopefully new happiness. Some aren't so lucky to have this blessing to start new again, for this i pray that god gives me the strength to pick up my life and fix what is left of it. I'm thankful for what god has blessed me with. The family that understands me and loves me as if I were their own, friends that care, and a safe environment to live in.  I'm happy that i have people around me that are helping me through so much, and giving me their support. Happy that i can have the blessing of having friends that "take me as i am". Ecstatic to have the chance to receive an education, that helps me change my life for the better.
     
    & I pray that one day, if god lets me, i can become a success in life. Also that i have the chance to spread the joy and love through out the world to help others in need. . .
    *"Success is not money, fame, drinking or even drugs. It is not a life style that a person may be able to put a price on, or be bought in the store. It is a journey not a destination. . ."

    NoTe: THANK YOU LORD FOR SHOWING ME THE LIGHT THROUGH MY TROUBLES, FOR SENDING ME WONDERFUL PEOPLE TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND HELP ME , TO REMIND ME THAT I AM NOT ALONE IN THIS WORLD.


Saturday, 22 August 2009

  • Prince Charming or None

    If there is such person, then help me out here. If you could help ease the complications that i can't even undo. If you are real, then why haven't you come with  your 'shining armor' and 'saved ' me already? Why is it that you seem to be lagging it so much that maybe you have even lost yourself. Im not going to bother to wait, why? because there is no "Prince Charming or Mr. Perfect".

     That's all just fairy tale crap, all unreal.

     Why bother waiting to be saved <for some one unreal> to gallop into your life and get your 'happily ever after', i can think of a good one: it just isn't going to ever happen. All these lies that are feed to us over the years need to be pulled out into public view. Its just not right to say ' so perfect ' when in reality its just a disaster waiting to happen. All it is is overrated, like signing up for some person to just torture you with lies that are said to be the 'truth'. All these things lead up to are broken rules, broken promises, and broken hearts. Personally i think its just an awful idea to put yourself out there for someone, why should anyone do that when they just end in tears. 

    Yes true love may exist, and if you have it then lucky you. Finding that one person in your life is one in a million. To those who have it congrats! All i am saying is that it just doesn't happen to all people is all, its rare, some get lucy and most don't- that's just the way it goes.

    -Loves & Huggz